One Monday, as I sat in my chair, as usual. My Mom asked me if I wanted to wear my hair down today. I replied,"Uhhhh... No, yes, no.... okay. I'll do it." I was so nervous when I got to my classroom with my books. My friend, Desmond, said,"GASP! Mary's hair is down!" and said nothing else. I found it funny, though. My friends always say that I look like my Mom. I find that as a complement because I think that she is beautiful. Anyway, throughout the day, I felt confident. I don't know exactly why though. I just felt like I could not be shy anymore with my classroom, or anybody else in the school. I kept on wearing my hair down to school. I don't see any bullying that much anymore, there isn't even any to other people. But, the boys have to be boys, so they are always "picking" on each other. But they're boys. *Shrug*
Well, we moved seats and I sit in front of a friendly boy. He has been in my dreams even before I met him. He piked me to dance with him at this camp. Then after I met him, I had the same dream. I love that dream, I want it to happen again! :-D Well, I'm happy to sit in front of him and all that, and the funny thing is.... is that pretty much the main thing we talk about is Star Wars. I've been watching it since I was 3 years old, so I don't blame myself for talking about it. That's not all we talk about though, but you know.
No other girls like him, and they call him stupid. I take pity on him, but I still gotta take care of myself.
School is doing very well as you can see, but only God knows the future, and (sadly) I have to wait for it to come.
